This is going to be cryptic...
I wanna scream. Scream, scream, scream!
I hate myself for hating my life. Because I know, I have nothing to hate about my life. Not really. Not if I were to be 'rational' about things. I mean, what more can I ask for? What more do I have the right to ask for? What more do I deserve?
Why is it that I'm so selfish? That's what it comes down to, isn't it? That I'm selfish, because I only think about what I want. About what makes me feel good.
Why is it that I can't make sacrifices, for others' sakes?
Why is it that I don't want to change myself?
Why is it that I don't want to adjust to my 'responsibilities'?
Even now, I have to use quotes around that word. I'm trying to distance myself from that word.
Why is it that I can't 'grow up'?
And even that phrase, I put in quotes.
Can I just go and scream now?
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EVERYBODY feels like 'screaming' at one point or another in their lives...so hang in there matey :)
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